why do i run in the opposite direction. i have seen your work in front of me and i still think i can do it by myself. the feeling i have is numb. i dont know what to say in this moment and time. Confused. Mad.worried. Be with me God. I need you. Please don't let me go. I desperately need you.

Josh Wilson- Savior Please

Savior, please take my hand
I work so hard, I live so fast
This life begins, and then it ends
And I do the best that I can, But i don't
know how long I'll last

I try to be so tough
But I'm just not strong enough
I can't do this alone, God I need you to hold on to me
I try to good enough
But I'm nothing without your love
Savior, please keep saving me

Savior, please help me stand
I fall so hard, I fade so fast
Will you begin right where I end
And be the God of all I am because You're all I have

Hallelujah
Everything You are to me
is Everything I'll ever need
and I am learning to believe
That I don't have to prove a thing
'Cause You're the one who's saving me


this song explains perfectly.

God give me patience and mercy for the people i work with. glory to you. be with me.

You stood before creation
eternity within your hand
You spoke the earth into motion
my soul now to stand

You stood before my failure
carried the cross for my shame
my sin weighed upon your shoulders
my soul now to stand

so waht can i say
what can i do
but offer this heart O God
Completely to you

So i'll walk upon salvation
your spirit alive in me
This life to declare your promise
My soul now to stand

So what can i say
what can i do
but offer this heart O God
Completely to you

So I'll Stand
With arms high and heart abandoned
in awe of the one who gave it all

so I'll stand
My soul Lord to you surrendered
All I am is yours.

my God is glorious. isaiah 50:17. you are the way and the only way for my life. use me. i want to see your work oh Lord in me. all glory to the Lord of most high.

charlie angelo eubanks. my boy. he is the sweetest dog. he loves his bones. his sister is his girlfriend. weird i know. he makes my ashley smile and laugh and for that i love him. his favorite drinks are milk and gatorade.

a design I have created. if you want this shirt. email me. eubanksa@yahoo.com.

War Inside

I am in war with myself. I am confused at why I attempt these actions. I am weak. I am worthless by myself. I continue to fall. I am starving for something to change. You have been patience. I am exhausted by this life. I try to rely on you but I give into myself. I am mad at myself for having to ask for this over and over again. You are THE WAY. but I tend to follow the wrong way. I am not living in your hands. I am living in my dirt hands. Your forgiveness I thrive for. I want to live by your word. By your ways. By your command. By your trust. By your only love. I am here and ready. I want to love you passionately.

...faith by itself, if it is not accompanied by action, is dead. - James 2:17

Does my faith have any action. Do I live for you.....I will... under the power of your hand. I am lost with out you Lord.